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It’s the end of Global Poetry Writing Month, a challenge I participated in, writing poetry daily through the month of April. This means that I’m back to writing normal daily blogs from today. First, though, a couple of answers:

Why does that suck?
Because I can’t resort to Haiku when I feel low on inspiration and therefore want to escape from writing.

What did I get out of the challenge?
Absolutely nothing but happiness.
Some days were crazy, I never thought I’d struggle so much to figure out things about a particular theme. It helped me figure out that my brain is far more complicated and disorganized than I am as an individual, because it doesn’t categorize information in slots (though it does that with conversations). But it was absolutely beautiful. I learnt so much reading around the poems I was writing – learning about different styles, watching different pieces, understanding rhyme schemes, poem structure. It’s just been a great learning experience.
I also learned that my range of vocabulary is quite low, as compared to what it once was, or what I thought it was. As a child, I was told by teachers that I was learning new words rapidly – maybe it was the reading habit I was forced into, maybe it’s the spelling bee, but I feel like (a) they were trying to motivate me, (b) there are no other compliments a nerd will blush at, and that’s why they said those things. This month was an eye-opener that way – I struggled to find words to express what I was feeling, though I knew a word existed in the dictionary, and did rely on Google a few times. Maybe the 52-in-52 will help me regain some of that.

Wow, are you a poet now?
No, I never was, and I never will be. I enjoy writing these things on the Internet, so if you can find a word for that – which doesn’t demean/degrade people who are incredible poets (Happy Birthday Radhika!) by putting me in their company, great, I am that.

So that’s what GloPoWriMo has been all about. Lots of fun.

What has sucked, however, is that I have not completed a book in the last week, which marks a dent to my 52-in-52 Challenge. The only flipside to this is that I was some 4/5 books ahead, which means I don’t have much catching up to do.

What’s been up in the past month?
I assume people reading want to know about what’s been going on in my life, but even if you don’t, you’ve read this piece till here, you might as well find out.
Not much, really. I have been chilling, enjoying the final days of my 2nd year, and whining away in a pile of Case Laws I do not fully understand (yet) and provisions that are merely getting stuck in my head for the purposes of an examination.

Yes, it’s end-semester season again.

I’m hopeful of writing a more fun/humorous post tomorrow, but I thought I’d use today just to play catch-up.

As always, and this is something I cannot reiterate enough, a massive thank-you to people who read my attempts to rhyme throughout April. I do not believe I succeeded in writing a poem with a consistent rhyme scheme, but thank you for following along. I hope you’re inclined to read my normal blogposts too (I’m humorous, I swear).

Till tomorrow then!

GloPoWriMo 30/30

What continually rings in my ears,
Is advice I’ve heard passed down for generations in my family,
“Study now”, they say,
“You’ll have enough time later to go out and play.”
“Your marks accumulate like money in a bank account”,
My grandmother once remarked,
She said I’d be able to withdraw it whenever I want.
I have a problem with that mentality,
And I’ll try to explain that slowly,
First,
Why does society base itself on marks?, I ask, as
A participant in a system that promotes hierarchy.
Second,
Why study now?
Why not learn?
For our education system doesn’t teach us to succeed,
But promotes our conformity to rigidity,
Our futures at stake,
Based on the subjectivity of professors,
Third,
Why not promote continual learning?
Don’t tell me answers,
Ask me questions,
That’s the point of information,
Perception,
Opinion,
Innovation: to,
Erase past notions and push the boundaries to,
Limitations that society thinks it is caged by.
But that doesn’t happen,
No,
My society – we promote,
R-O-T-E,
Rote,
Preventing endless learning.

GloPoWriMo 28/30

Meals and I,

Eating alone is
Grace.

It allows your mind to wander to places,
Allows your palate to really taste,
Avoid uncomfortable gazes.

Enables you to expand your horizons,
No one at your table,
Just your food and you,
A couple from a fable.

A habit, off-late,
One I wasn’t accustomed to,
But sometimes,
I wonder if conversation,
Goes better with dosa than a cup of filter coffee.

Or if,
Jokes and laughter are companions,
To my eggs and oats,
Rather than the earplugs with silence in my ears.

Then I realize all thoughts are futile,
And I’m not making much sense,
This poem doesn’t even have a consistent rhyme scheme,

Tomorrow I shall wander again to the mess,
Report my findings; but for now,

Suspense.

GloPoWriMo 27/30

Blue means something,
I can’t quite put my finger on it,
But it sends a signal to my brain,
That sends warmth through my body,
Makes me feel wind through my hair,
Lifts my feet off the ground.

Blue stops time.
Emotionally draining, frustrating,
Blue sparks comfort,
From the first bed I slept on,
To the walls in my first room,
To the colour of my favourite chair,
The photoframes with my father cuddling me in his arms,
Blue takes me places I enjoy revisiting.

Blue speeds time up.
I recall every item of blue I own,
Every tinge in my soul,
A hue,
My dream University,
Another pastel shade,
My nemeses.

Blue tells stories,
It carries with it emotions:
Loneliness, Comfort, Happiness,
Can scream out Stop!
When the world says Go,
And is the colour I call Home,
In the confines of grey walls I’ll never get used to.

GloPoWriMo 25/30

I struggle to come to terms with
Ignorance, and can’t fathom the thought of
Interacting with hyperactive know-it-alls,
Imbeciles whose source of knowledge is opinionated
Information.

It keeps me awake at night, the
Indefatigable persistence of man in his quest for Truth, while,
Irritably, aware, that the
Independent media has been destroyed.

 

GloPoWriMo 24/30

Time.
Our only friend,
Best enemy,
Whose comfort we seek refuge in:
When we’re lonely, upset, sad, disappointed,
And whose presence we acknowledge,
Under more positive circumstances.

What we’re reminded of constantly,
Consistently, over the ages,
Is that things are fleeting.
Attributing the thought to parents,
Aristotelian theory,
Without any praxis.

I wonder how this would change,
If life was never ending,
Forget immortality,
Think afterlife.

Time.
Our only friend,
Never an enemy,
No comfort to seek refuge in,
No one’s presence to acknowledge.

GloPoWriMo 22/30

Sometimes:
The world around you slows down,
But crumbles.
Rubble lays strewn to the side,
Like memories; time gone by.

You see sparks of fury,
Red: flames of rage, quiet,
Insipid hell,
Dashes of bitterness,
Loneliness, Discomfort,
Mixed in a palette of emotions,
Discarded,
Your colours: Rebel.

There comes a time where,
Your roads are no longer yours,
And you find yourself shoved onto a footpath,
With oncoming traffic,
Sirens, honking,
Chaos:
Their protagonist,
The world forgot.

Only,
You aren’t an important character,
Nor a part of anyone’s story.
It’s okay for people to forget you,
You need to forge your own path,
Don’t make people feel sorry.

For no one will,
And you’re not entitled to them,
So get on your way,
Navigate through the traffic, don’t
Crash,
Or spin out.
Turn your GPS on,
And if you need help, or some companionship,
Give people a shout.

Mix your shades of Yellow,
And your hues of Green,
Go create colours the world
Has never before seen.

When everyone leaves you,
And pity is the emotion on your mind,
Take control of your thoughts,
Pause,
Breathe,
And smile.

Because defeat and disappointment,
Are a big fat zero in front of a curve,
That can set your world straight,
As you pick up that rubble,
Build your own city,
Your own story,
The one you deserve.

GloPoWriMo 21/30

Work,
Give yourself a rest,
You’re competing with yourself,
Being better than yesterday is more important than
Being the best.

Don’t set expectations,
Chase dreams,
Don’t conform to preconceived notions,
Of what success appears to mean.

Be yourself,
Stay humble,
Stay unique,
Nothing will guide you through these grey walls,
But a tinge of madness,
And colour that lights your soul,
When everyone leaves.

GloPoWriMo 20/30

If I ruled the world,
I would de-segregate:
Visas, Caste, Class, Religion, and Borders,
They keep us apart and contribute to the
Decline and fate of the human race.

I would educate,
Fill people’s stomachs with information,
Perspectives and perception,
In the hope that this would lead to more acceptance,
And a less ignorant society.

If I ruled the world,
I’d strive to help people find things they love,
So pessimism would be replaced by a
Drive: Passion,
And optimism would fill every soul.

If I ruled the world,
I’m not sure what else I would do,
Except I’m certain I would prevent tyranny, and populism,
Share my power with more than a few.